although
she’s gone I feel her near
through
the voice of my father dear
she’s
in my heart she’s in my brother’s soul
silently
she speaks keeping us whole
from
heaven she watches
her protector’s role
we
miss her so we feel so forlorn
if
it were not for one another
we three would be gone
silently
she speaks keeping us strong
I hear her calling in the night so still
I feel I must shout our loss out
out...out…out my tears spill
then
I watch my father sleep
silently I hear her speak
silently
she speaks guarding me as I study
I
stay awake at night reading my books
I
check on my father I look at my brother
I
come back and study hoping nothing goes awry
when
I’m tired and sore I push open
my father’s bedroom door
silently she speaks
silently she speaks
as I listen to him snore
I
can’t believe she’s not here I feel fear
then
out of my misery I hear her speak
softly, softly she
calls to me
with a voice so sweet and clear
with a voice so sweet and clear
reminding
me we’ll someday meet
in a place far more lovely
each
time I’m miserable I write in my journal
and feel calmer, things become less horrible
surprised that I feel better, it hurts less than before
feeling guilty, then I
guess she’s giving me a peek
her eyes twinkling, through Heaven’s open doors
I love you mum
Every day
Always and forever
-Anne The Obscure (written on 22 Feb 2000)
Every day
Always and forever
-Anne The Obscure (written on 22 Feb 2000)
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